04-21-2013, 05:21 AM
Even if he is about to die, you did the right thing Sally, being able to grant yourself some time to deal with it and get some closure, before Alan died I spent a few 1000 bucks on him in the weeks leading up to his death, but it was worth every cent to see him off, he kept running off down to the end of my old garden and half digging himself into the ground and resting, it was very upsetting and quite traumatizing considering I had raised and had him near 14 years, but I wouldn't have it any other way, you have my commiserations and I hope he does not take as long to pass on for you as mine did for me.