Are you an artist?

[ramseycat]

Why oh why do you let her tell you that stuff F2? Why not tell her you don't want to hear that kind of personal stuff ?

Wellllll...it's like this. You know when you can see there is a train wreck about to happen and there's nothing you can do to stop it, so you just keep watching? This is like 'hearing' the train wreck as it is happening, it's both fascinating and horrifying at the same time, and you are rendered speechless.

She's a biker, so I think she feels we have something in common that she doesn't have with other women. She's VERY open about everything. I don't think she realizes it because that's just her personality, where I'm more reserved about what I share with people.

The funny thing is how she does it. she doesn't come up to me like "DUDE, (yes, she calls me dude, she calls everyone dude.) GUESS WHAT THE FUCK I DID THIS WEEKEND??!!!". She's very nonchalant, and comes up and starts these conversations with me like she would come up to me and start discussing the weather.

In a nutshell, I'm sucker punched from behind, and therefore helpless to stop it before it starts.

Well shit. I guess you're stuck then. Dude.