08-16-2018, 05:40 PM
(08-15-2018, 11:29 PM)aussiefriend Wrote:I'm trying too. I may not be moving as fast as you want me to, but I'm progressing. I used to be obsessed with online forums, facebook, youtube and watching the latest TV or movie. Now I have real life friends I hang out with on the weekends and occasionally during the week, I have actual online friends too. I know you see my making fart, poop, lube and underpants jokes as a step backwards in my life journey but I view it as progression in breaking out of my shell in much the same way I broke out of my shell when I first joined Mock and talked about my crossdressing.(08-12-2018, 09:21 AM)Clang McFly Wrote:I have my mum here. Don't throw your dad into a nursing home. If you had my life right now you would freak out.(08-11-2018, 06:43 PM)aussiefriend Wrote: You are free to be you right now, make the decision now. Don't let another minute of another day pass without living your life authentically. You're a grown ass man. Grow a pair.
Its not that easy. I don't want to throw Dad in a nursing home and a lot of assisted living places have long waiting lists. Plus I don't think Dad wants to go to either and I can't force him. My brother on the other hand, I've told him numerous times that once Dad dies, he's on his own if he don't have a job and/or his life together by then.
We all have Mt Everests we have to climb Clang. I feel so robbed and cheated at times, other times I just want to stay in bed and not get out. hell, I haven't been in Mock for ages because it had taken over my life. We all have battles, I took baby steps. I am asking you to do the same.
I still have to take baby steps, I have had to motivate myself to get online and participate and get in the game. I am asking you to do the same.
I am not telling you to do everything today, just little by little. I am not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. But for God's sake, I'm trying.