I HOPE THERE'S A HEAVEN

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Yeah, me too but part of that has been driven by losing so damn many people over the last few years. At least 5-6 relatives and more when you include friends or just people I knew forever. Memorial services have replaced wedding and baby showers by far. 

I definitely think about death way more than I’d like but it’s more in the context of disease and the dying process vs death itself. I haven’t felt “well” since sometime during Covid and it happened so quickly (loss of energy etc) that I tend to think morbidly about when a Dr will confirm some terminal diagnosis. 

Ergo, I’m waiting to go to the Dr until I feel better, lol.