07-24-2015, 09:21 PM
This is from parents of murdered children facebook page
Maytee C Vazquez-Clarke
December 17, 2013
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DEAR JOHNNY My beautiful sweet caring loving giving green eye babiboi i had him shortly when i turned 18 he is my first born my first love my son my best friend my heart my everything he always gave me red roses since he was yay high :,( he found a ring at preschool in the park a perfect gold round band and he was only 4 when i picked him up he had it hidden behind his back in his lil hand and says momma i got you a present because i love you forever and you are the best mommy in the world :,( tearsss with the most beautiful brightest smile on his face he put it on my ring finger and told me to pinky promise to never take it off and i never have </3 he was always very close attached to me would not stay anywhere without me except at my parents. When i had his middle brother jovanny i fell and broke my ankle jovanny was only six months old i was in a cast up to my knee :,( my johnny was only 6 and my babiboi would come home from 1st grade and take care play with jovanny warm me up bottles for him and bring his food jars in the room for me and help feed him since i was in so much pain tears till his dad ( my hubby got home from work) such a loving caring son :,( i remember him and my nephew and their best friend went to the creek and it was supposed to be frozen tears my nephew and best friend fell thru the ice they were all 13 and my johnny risked his life for the fast currents were pulling my nephew jazz and mike and johnny jumped in and pulled both out saved their life tears ended up with pneumonia for a month :,( when he got home that evening his hair and clothe were like icecles frozen on him :,( then our youngest jacob is born and johnny is 14 its in june my third csection and i almost died jake weighed 9"14oz and swallowed fluid too we stayed in hospital for a week my johnny stayed with me and never left my side i had private room he slept there showered there and also named his lil brother jacob :,( tears. Then when his 16 he went to bww the chicken wing place with a classmate she starts choking on wing he saved her life too. Now a few months ago as im talking to one of his best friends kassa and husband chris she calls me crying says she ran into a friend of both from jr high and high school and the young lady has a dissability and she says kassa please not my johnny tell me its not true kassa hugs her and starts crying and says yes and she responds johnny is the only friend thru jr high and high school that never let anyone bully me or make fun of me he would stick up for me to anyone that picked on me and further said she loved him he was always her guardian angel :,( tears...as soon as i got him a cell phone since he was 14 he is the first one who always responded all my silly texts and phone calls not once did my babiboi ever avoid a call tears as soon as he walked in the house his smile lights up the room always joking smiling making me laugh even when i would be sad at times. He hated me crying or sad and always told his friends his momma was #1 in his life no matter what :,( a bond like no other. Always brought me candy whenever he went to store we both love snickers bars and peanut m& ms and never left without giving me a kiss and always came back with another warm kiss even if he went in an out the door twenty times a day i always got my kisses no matter what tears oh i miss everything about my babiboi. I remember my best friends bday and we met for dinner i took my johnny with me then we went for kareoke and i went to get my gf drink at the bar and this man tried flirting with me and johnny says please do not disrespect or talk to her back off! The man says sorry but will you let your older sister make that choice and johnny got upset and says listen jerk shes my momma not my sister so poof be gone! Tears such a protector over his momma. Hes been cutting hair since 14 he was in barber school lol i made him give me long layers in dec 2010 and still kept my hair long and he says it looks pretty momma but dont ever ask me again i love your hair long and black lol i had to die my blonde highlites back to my natural color black because he said tan and highlights were too much for me :,( oh how i miss every single day here without him tears i could go on and on with memories and they are all so sweet caring beautiful but they bring me to my knees. He always worked out with our middle son jovanny and his dad cut both him and jakes hair and all his friends hair too.and made sure he played with jake everyday tears we miss everything about my johnny the silence in his room now which is next to mine kills my soul day and night I MISS MY BABIBOI I WANT HIM HERE I WAIT FOR HIS ARRIVAL EVERYDAY AND NIGHT tearsssss i love you my johnny is the most beautiful babiboi iam so blessed and proud he chose me to be his mommy but Lord i wanted to grow old with my son and make a lifetime of memories tearsss. He used to sit next to me on the couch or come in my room to have our talks and i already knew he wanted his back scratched ever since he was so little i called him my kitty because he always wanted his back scratched tearsssss i love you johnny mommy misses you with every heart wrenching breath i take and the night they took you from me and i lost you i lost me too :,( </3 love you beyond measure miss you more then life i will see you soon in paradise eternal life and noone will ever hurt us seperate us again my love forever mamma i love you you love me for all eternity heart emoticon
Maytee C Vazquez-Clarke
December 17, 2013
.
DEAR JOHNNY My beautiful sweet caring loving giving green eye babiboi i had him shortly when i turned 18 he is my first born my first love my son my best friend my heart my everything he always gave me red roses since he was yay high :,( he found a ring at preschool in the park a perfect gold round band and he was only 4 when i picked him up he had it hidden behind his back in his lil hand and says momma i got you a present because i love you forever and you are the best mommy in the world :,( tearsss with the most beautiful brightest smile on his face he put it on my ring finger and told me to pinky promise to never take it off and i never have </3 he was always very close attached to me would not stay anywhere without me except at my parents. When i had his middle brother jovanny i fell and broke my ankle jovanny was only six months old i was in a cast up to my knee :,( my johnny was only 6 and my babiboi would come home from 1st grade and take care play with jovanny warm me up bottles for him and bring his food jars in the room for me and help feed him since i was in so much pain tears till his dad ( my hubby got home from work) such a loving caring son :,( i remember him and my nephew and their best friend went to the creek and it was supposed to be frozen tears my nephew and best friend fell thru the ice they were all 13 and my johnny risked his life for the fast currents were pulling my nephew jazz and mike and johnny jumped in and pulled both out saved their life tears ended up with pneumonia for a month :,( when he got home that evening his hair and clothe were like icecles frozen on him :,( then our youngest jacob is born and johnny is 14 its in june my third csection and i almost died jake weighed 9"14oz and swallowed fluid too we stayed in hospital for a week my johnny stayed with me and never left my side i had private room he slept there showered there and also named his lil brother jacob :,( tears. Then when his 16 he went to bww the chicken wing place with a classmate she starts choking on wing he saved her life too. Now a few months ago as im talking to one of his best friends kassa and husband chris she calls me crying says she ran into a friend of both from jr high and high school and the young lady has a dissability and she says kassa please not my johnny tell me its not true kassa hugs her and starts crying and says yes and she responds johnny is the only friend thru jr high and high school that never let anyone bully me or make fun of me he would stick up for me to anyone that picked on me and further said she loved him he was always her guardian angel :,( tears...as soon as i got him a cell phone since he was 14 he is the first one who always responded all my silly texts and phone calls not once did my babiboi ever avoid a call tears as soon as he walked in the house his smile lights up the room always joking smiling making me laugh even when i would be sad at times. He hated me crying or sad and always told his friends his momma was #1 in his life no matter what :,( a bond like no other. Always brought me candy whenever he went to store we both love snickers bars and peanut m& ms and never left without giving me a kiss and always came back with another warm kiss even if he went in an out the door twenty times a day i always got my kisses no matter what tears oh i miss everything about my babiboi. I remember my best friends bday and we met for dinner i took my johnny with me then we went for kareoke and i went to get my gf drink at the bar and this man tried flirting with me and johnny says please do not disrespect or talk to her back off! The man says sorry but will you let your older sister make that choice and johnny got upset and says listen jerk shes my momma not my sister so poof be gone! Tears such a protector over his momma. Hes been cutting hair since 14 he was in barber school lol i made him give me long layers in dec 2010 and still kept my hair long and he says it looks pretty momma but dont ever ask me again i love your hair long and black lol i had to die my blonde highlites back to my natural color black because he said tan and highlights were too much for me :,( oh how i miss every single day here without him tears i could go on and on with memories and they are all so sweet caring beautiful but they bring me to my knees. He always worked out with our middle son jovanny and his dad cut both him and jakes hair and all his friends hair too.and made sure he played with jake everyday tears we miss everything about my johnny the silence in his room now which is next to mine kills my soul day and night I MISS MY BABIBOI I WANT HIM HERE I WAIT FOR HIS ARRIVAL EVERYDAY AND NIGHT tearsssss i love you my johnny is the most beautiful babiboi iam so blessed and proud he chose me to be his mommy but Lord i wanted to grow old with my son and make a lifetime of memories tearsss. He used to sit next to me on the couch or come in my room to have our talks and i already knew he wanted his back scratched ever since he was so little i called him my kitty because he always wanted his back scratched tearsssss i love you johnny mommy misses you with every heart wrenching breath i take and the night they took you from me and i lost you i lost me too :,( </3 love you beyond measure miss you more then life i will see you soon in paradise eternal life and noone will ever hurt us seperate us again my love forever mamma i love you you love me for all eternity heart emoticon