I'll tell you what...

[Middle Finger]

Maybe I am not cut out for this forum after all. I thought it would be fun here.A place to bust on people and getsome laughs. Not a place where people get ripped apart and insulted to the point where it's just viscious. I don't think what some people do here is mocking. Just my opinion.

I am not saying this for sympathy but I had news last week that was devasting to me. My older brother has a brain tumor. He is going to Houston to see the best neurosurgeon in the country to have it out in January. Most likely, everything will be fine and I will be there with him for the surgery. This whole situation has made me see that there is a lot more to life than being in a nasty forum being insulted and made to feel inferior by people I have never even met and mean nothing to me. Not that anyone has succeeded in making me feel inferior but he certainly has tried. I have nothing to be ashamed about in my life. And I don't need to tear others down to feel better about myself either.

I came to this forum to have fun and be on a different sort of board than the others I am on. It was supposed to be fun. Having to defend myself against lies and even FEELING the need to defend myself is NOT fun. Most of the time I do laugh at the antics that go on here. But when I read some of the stuff posted it really just makes me sick. And I am not talking about the stuff said about me. It's everyone else. I do enjoy the lively debates between some of the members on the USA vs England as well as other discussions. But it's clear that some members here, well really only one, are just too sick and twisted for my taste. And not fitting in here is not something I am embarassed about either. Not being a complete and total asshole is something I am proud of. So if I don't have IT in me to be here, so be it. It's certainly not the end of my world.

If I EVER get close to writing shit like this, I ask that everyone do the right thing and put me on ignore.

People STILL want to make this site be a typical chatty ass girlfriend give me hugs and support site. As long as people have free reign to mock anything as they wish, it will never be that.

Talk to who you want, mock what you want, ignore who you want. The rest is high school crying and trying to guilt people into being nicer.

Also, stop exposing personal information on the internet that you don't want used against you. Hopefully you've learned a lesson. It's just one of the many benefits to utilizing and accepting the high quality, free, loving advice and therapy we offer here at Mock.

Please drop the thank you note and accompanying gift off soon.